Why?

I went to visit Jason yesterday, and his spirits were a little low. He said he just wanted to go home. Of course, he knows he can't but he just feels so sick. His sweet little wife kept reminding him he had to stay so he could get better so they could go home. I want to question God so bad, as to why this had to happen. Even though I know I shouldn't.

Jason and Lindsey are so young and they have three precious little boys. I know God is in control and I know things could be worse. Jason is a special person to me and always has been. He is such a funny person. When Jason is around there is always laughter. He really enjoys comparing people to animals. We use to sit in church and he would whisper in my ear, don't so and so look like a rooster, or a ardvark, or a possuum. It took everthing I had in me not to burst out laughing. Yea, when Jason is around it was always a good time. He enjoys the simple things in life.

As his body weakens it scares him. Which is understandable.. He has shown so much strength already.. There has been an out pouring of support from his family and friends. It has restored my faith in mankind. So many people get involved in there own lifes that they forget the person next to them that is hurting. This disease has affected there who family. It has drawn them closer. Lindsey and Jason have a great family (on both sides). They have really supported them
so much. There church families have gotten behind them and shown them so much love and compassion.

I AM CERTAIN GREAT THINGS WILL COME FROM THIS. I HATE JASON HAS TO SUFFER FOR IT, BUT BRIGHTER DAYS ARE AHEAD FOR HIM....

Please pray for this family. Pray for strength and courage. Pray for the families as they travel back and forth to the hospital. Pray for his care-takers, nurses and Doctors.

Jason!!! My friend needs your prayers

Please pray for Jason. It has really hit him what lies ahead and his spirits need lifting. I would like for you to pray for his entire family. Go check out his caring-bridge story and leave him a comment. He reads them daily.

Just click on the title and it will take you to his caringbridge story

Things change quickly

I am still in shock at the news that I heard yesterday. I wish I could wake up and find out this is all a dream. I have questions that don't have answers. I don't understand things. The only thing I know for sure is that God is in control. For some reason he chose Jason to go through this valley. He is only 25 years old and he has 3 small children.

God has shown me so many times how quickly things can change, and I must say he knows what he is doing. He don't make mistakes. I just pray Jason realizes that... I know it is hard for a 25 year old to have that much faith. Because I am 43 years old and my faith grows daily. I do know at the age of 25 I don't think I could have went through what Jason is facing. I know he is a strong person, but I also know he is human and he don't understand all that is going on and he is scared.

Please just pray for him!! Pray that the right people will say the right words to him to encourage him, to make him feel he can do this.. Pray for angels to surrond him.. Pray for strength, pray for his mother, and his wife and there three young boys..