Why?

I went to visit Jason yesterday, and his spirits were a little low. He said he just wanted to go home. Of course, he knows he can't but he just feels so sick. His sweet little wife kept reminding him he had to stay so he could get better so they could go home. I want to question God so bad, as to why this had to happen. Even though I know I shouldn't.

Jason and Lindsey are so young and they have three precious little boys. I know God is in control and I know things could be worse. Jason is a special person to me and always has been. He is such a funny person. When Jason is around there is always laughter. He really enjoys comparing people to animals. We use to sit in church and he would whisper in my ear, don't so and so look like a rooster, or a ardvark, or a possuum. It took everthing I had in me not to burst out laughing. Yea, when Jason is around it was always a good time. He enjoys the simple things in life.

As his body weakens it scares him. Which is understandable.. He has shown so much strength already.. There has been an out pouring of support from his family and friends. It has restored my faith in mankind. So many people get involved in there own lifes that they forget the person next to them that is hurting. This disease has affected there who family. It has drawn them closer. Lindsey and Jason have a great family (on both sides). They have really supported them
so much. There church families have gotten behind them and shown them so much love and compassion.

I AM CERTAIN GREAT THINGS WILL COME FROM THIS. I HATE JASON HAS TO SUFFER FOR IT, BUT BRIGHTER DAYS ARE AHEAD FOR HIM....

Please pray for this family. Pray for strength and courage. Pray for the families as they travel back and forth to the hospital. Pray for his care-takers, nurses and Doctors.